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    December 11

    点甘这么衰阿??

     点甘甘衰的啊??是不是中大奖前的预兆啊?今天是一个值得永远记住的日子。因为我事无忌惮进错着洗手间阿!希望没人睇到好啊!进入men's room更衰的就是我自己一点都吾知道发生着咩事!!还以为是一楼的women'room, 结果是二楼的men's room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!好彩的就是我睇到有个man的背影,但是没撞到拒.还以为他是色狼,原来是我自己的眼睛花着了!睁大眼睛睇门口的牌子,原来真的系是我进错了洗手间阿!好想有个地洞碑我钻进去算啦!!!没脸面见人~~~~~~~~~~~~
    Rainbow醒目点啊你!
    November 28

    Leçon un

    Textes 1
    dialogue
    -Qui est-ce? 
    -C'est Anne.
    -Est-ce Anne?
    -Qui, c'est Anne.
    -Qui est-ce?
    -C'est Pascal.
    -Est-ce Pascal?
    -Qui, c'est Pascal.
         2
    -Qui est-ce?
    -C'est Pascal.
    -Est-ce que c'est Pascal?
    -Oui, c'est Pascal.
    -Qui est-ce?
    -C'est Fanny.
    -Est-ce que c'est Fanny?
    -Oui, c'est Fanny.
     
    Parlez Français
    Bonjour; tout le monde!
    A demain.
    November 20

    又是一年

    06年的冬天来得很迟,很迟. 虽然寒冷让人难捱,却还钟情于刺骨的冰冷.阴霾的天空,阴冷的空气,一切都是无声无息.不知什么时候开始期待起这样的天气.除了寒冷还是寒冷.湖南的冬天,阴雨绵绵,一切都是潮湿的和我在的城市一样的毫无生气.无力抗拒迎面吹来刺骨的寒风,心也开始变得冰冷.不知道冰点的世界会是怎样的,是否象纳尼亚传奇里的冰雪世界一样充满神奇和惊险?
    因为帮一个朋友代课的缘故,到了久违的一教.突然回想起大一大二的时光,那条熟悉却已久远的校路.好怀念逝去的时光,虽然平淡,心理却是漫溢温暖.而如今,一切都不再.至始至终,都在等待,花开花落,春去秋来.以为是两个人的等待, 到最后只剩下一个人.梦大抵是脆弱的,无可奈何地还是支离破碎了,最初的梦想,最初的心动还是被无情地埋葬在了绝望里. 我和你的世界犹如相交于一点的两条直线,之后便各奔天涯,毫无相干.我也想脱离这相交的一点,永远地不再想起,不再想起.可每当我回头看的时候,原来我从未离开这点.
    很想知道你目前的一切,也知道你的世界已经不再是一个人.所有的,于你都是多余的,你已不再需要,不再需要.你的世界,从不曾向我打开一扇门.即使用尽所有热情,耗尽所有的爱.
    即使一切都被挥霍了,想念的心还是无法停止.也许,就这样地度过余下的时光.
    C'est ma vie? Qui ou non? Je ne sais  pas.
    I really don't like expressing in Mandarine, always goes that way to show the weak. Hey, Rainbow, cheer up. Everyday, when u wake up, what do u see first? If there is light, there is hope. Never ever lose heart!
     
     
    November 18

    Encore une fois

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    J'ai jamais vu d'amour fragile
    j'ai toujours donne tout
    toute seule au bout de moi
    j't'envoie ces quelques mots
    Moi je suis celle qui s'est perdue

     

    contre ta peau
    quand on s'cachait pres des bateaux
    pour mettr' nos corps a nu
    Un jour y'a comme ca des gens qui passent
    c'est la vie qui grandit
    on s'comprend pas toujours soi-même
    et un jour
    on aime




    Oh non non non

    On s'oublie pas comme ca
    Tu n'le sais pas
    Mais j'garde en moi des bouts de toi
    Non non non
    On n'oublie pas tout ca
    C'est notre histoire d'amour
    J'voudrai la vivre encore une fois
    Et face aux vagues de l'ocean

     

    tu m'as tendue la main
    pour m'emmener doucement
    jusqu'au premier matin
    J'avancais toujours vers toi
    comme une etoile qui danse
    et le ciel a mis ses ailes
    pour me voler mon innocence
    Un jour y'a comme ca des gens qui passent
    des regards qu'on garde en soi
    des rires qu'on oublie pas
    parce qu'un jour
    on aime




     

    November 10

    such a fall

    This blog seems to be closed for ever, as my heart and soul. It was founded for someone ever, the one I admired very much in my life. Since June,day by day, I know i just like the falling leaves in the fall, so bleak. This fall is the saddest one in my life, what i have expected for 2 years has turned out to be all in vain. All vanishes in a second. There is an ache in my heart and soul. Jesus, is it real? Why did it happend to me in that way? I couldn't stand up it anymore. Why happiness is so far away from  me? My hand is beyond it always, NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED. I am trying to find myself back, wanna everything to be normal. I can't write anymore, all is empty. I am empty like lost soul. I am trapped. I didn't blame anyone, besides myself. Something doesn't belong to me , to my life, why i still struggled with my own? God, tell me the truth of love, please? Is it the love that i dreamed of ? No, absolutely no! How can love  hurt so much, full of illusion and cheat finally?
    Forget that all,  cutie you are reborned, and grow up from that experience, know what the love is exactly. So, take care of the ones love you and the ones you love! You can recover!
    Sometimes, i am still missing, crazy missing. I wanna be drunk so that i can lose mind to stop that stupid behavior. You can never feel what I feel, think what I think, weep what I weep, however, the tears from the botton of my inmost heart were for you sole. Wish i was always on the way of journy, so that life is full of wonderful scence, and i don't have even a second to think any about you. I wanna you out of my memory, forever, always, as I have never ever met you.  How can  i get rid of the mark from the heart?
    Damn! F**k what i am writing about?  This fall  really  stays too long, wintertime, comes fast to snow and cover all please, including me!
    Time is taking me to the future, don't look backforwards, just move on with the scence, and you won't miss anything. Hope  is hopefully on the other land!
    P.S.:at midnight, getting a cold, I am still typing, listening to the sound from the keyboard, as my heartbeasting. I know I can write again. I am just yelling to realise myself.From this moment, I am loving myself more than ever!
     
    July 22

    Housing changes China's social spectrum

    For most ordinary Chinese people, house is their most important real property. It can be said that housing is not only essential to Chinese people's material wellbeing, it also changes their way of thinking as well. Nowadays, living in a big house at a good location has become many young women's dream in Shanghai. In order to make this dream of his girl friend's materialize, Hu Fei, a young man who came to work in Shanghai two years ago, spent all of his savings to buy a house at the edge of the inner ring part area of the city. In Shanghai, there is the common saying that English-speaking people live in the inner ring part of the city, Mandarin-speaking people live in between the inner and outer ring part, and Shanghai local residents live in the outer ring part. Hu's new house is located at the edge of the inner ring part, very close to the downtown area. Does this common saying reflect the true picture of people's living status in Shanghai? Regional manager from the Midland Holdings (Hong Kong) Co., Ltd., Shanghai's Xuhui and Jing'an District Li Zhixian said that in Shanghai, it was true that most people that could afford to buy two or more houses in downtown area were foreigners or people from Hong Kong, Taiwan or Macao. For investors from Hong Kong, Macao and Taiwan, the high property management fee here keeps out a number of potential buyers. However, compared with Europe and the North American countries, it is still very cheap. Most people who rent or buy houses in this area are people from Hong Kong, Taiwan, and foreigners, she said. Local residents seldom live here. For mainland investors, they would like to buy houses in Putuo district, which is far from the downtown area. In Putuo, the average housing price is around 11,000-12,000 yuan per square meter, while in Jing'an and Xuhui, the housing price is usually beyond 20,000 per square meter. So for local Shanghainese, there is need for them to buy an apartment here just for living. Foreigners like to rent a house here, and the cheapest rental price would be 1,000 US dollars "for a single room," she stressed. Why do English-speaking people like to gather in downtown area? People who come to live in another city tend to live close to those who are from their home country, and Shanghai is no exception, Li explained. In Shanghai, many people from Taiwan and Hong Kong live in LaDoll International City. Singaporeans like to live in the Maple Park because the developer has been to Singapore to promote his product. In the Gubei New District, many people are from Taiwan and Hong Kong and most restaurants and shops are operated by Taiwanese. For a young man who wants to buy a house to live in Xuhui or Jing'an district, who will become his potential neighbors? There are many kinds, Li said. Some might be employees working in joint venture companies, while others are investors. And the investors vary also. Some might be the wives of rich people, and some might be foreign investment institutions. Some investors are rich enough to buy a large number of buildings in a large area and some might be small investors who only buy several apartments in a building.

    杂记

     这几天,脑袋很胀,也不想吃东西.很想好好地睡一觉,切断思考的电源.可是,那台发动机失去了控制,

    在不停地运作,在我的脑袋里,心里. 我没有停止的力量,真的不想再去追究一切,再去回想每个环节,

    到底是哪里出了错?谁对,谁错,已经不重要了.那些萦绕在我脑里的话,无时无刻地侵蚀着我的脑细胞!

    我要运动!!!!! 昨晚和Ann 去了邵玉那里的健身房,好多的健身器械,很好玩的说.邵玉说他:瘦了8斤,可

    我怎么也看不出来?!倒是我觉得我变胖了,才不要变成四肢发达,头脑简单的笨蛋!回家也有三个星期了,

    悠闲的日子过久了,果然有产出!我要健身,我要游泳,我要玩,我要享受生活,我要快乐!!!!!!


    下午去明珠看看,去宰人一顿!

    July 20

    ElizebathTown

     

    "If it wasn't this, it would be something else." This appears in the move called Elizebathtown. The story is about a shoes designer met a big failure in his career, when he intended to kill himself, his father's death brought him  to the flight of Kentucky state for dad' funeral. There in the plane, he met a girl who was the air stewardess. First, she started the topic with him, because he was the sole passanger. During their talking, she , a lovely sweet girl , pointed out the way to Elizebathtown for his driving next day. The romance took place in the town between them as well as in loving memory of his respective father. Meanwhile, his big family members reknew his mother.

    what impressed me most in the movie, part of it was that, the attitude of Americans towards family's death, and the way they act. It appears one's death did't take the hapiness away forever, in contrast, the loving ones enjoy the joy of memorizing the gone one by many interesting ways. Pephas in our eyes, we regard it as odd and unbelievable.  Death, we all consider it as sadness. Certainly, it is true, with the same emotion, however,the ways letting go diffe. I am really impressed of that. Being crazyly happy to memomize the death, even though, grief. All gather together to think of the one's life alive and speak out by turn.The dead' wife even danced for him in the memorial meeting, all there laughted with tears. He has never gone, just stay with them in a different way. People still alive will move on with the memories of him.

    Also, it focusd on the guy and the girl. After big failure of career, break up with girlfriend, and loving dad's death, he lost the confidence to survive. Life is full of miracles, sometimes. God will arranges someone to help you when you are in tough. She is the angle that God sends in his life to encourage and save him for the hope of life. The part of ending is my favorate, including the journey home he ever promised with his dad alive, and the perfect ending for both. The shoes designer took his dad's ash back home to California by car  as guided by the girl' map. During the  journey, he visited some famouse places with his father and left his footprint-ash there, in the Mississipi river, the  hotel that Martin L.K before his last breath and  ect.When reaching the world 2nd largest farmer's market, he did what was told by the map and found the loving girl. That is the fabulours of the ending. It inspired the ones in trouble , no matter what aspect of life.Remember, if it wasn't this, it'd something else.

    July 19

    祝福

     祝  福

    曾经沧海难为水

    除却巫山不是云

    你到底还是她的

    她的风景 她的幸福了

    你亲口告诉我 有点意外

    却早有预感

    你说 你们很快乐 希望得到我的祝福

    心在滴血 洗掉你我之间的所有

    也许 这只是我一个人的所有痛苦 

    想要祝福 却发现于我如此沉重

    最后一次 我们真的成了永远的陌生人
    July 15

    Et si tu n'existais pas

    Et si tu n’existais pas,
    Dis-moi pourquoi j’existerais.
    Pour tra?ner dans un monde sans toi,
    Sans espoir et sans regrets.

     

     

    Et si tu n’existais pas,
    J’essaierais d’inventer l’amour,
    Comme un peintre qui voit sous ses doigts
    Na?tre les couleurs du jour.
    Et qui n’en revient pas.

     

     

    Et si tu n’existais pas,
    Dis-moi pour qui j’existerais.
    Des passantes endormies dans mes bras
    Que je n’aimerais jamais.

     

    Et si tu n’existais pas,
    Je ne serais qu’un point de plus
    Dans ce monde qui vient et qui va,
    Je me sentirais perdu,
    J’aurais besoin de toi.

     

    Et si tu n’existais pas,
    Je crois que je l’aurais trouvé,
    Le secret de la vie, le pourquoi,
    Simplement pour te créer
    Et pour te regarder.


    Is your dream still flying?

     Is your dream still flying?

    As we grow up, it seems that we have lost many things, such as the dreams we

     had in childhood, in teenagerhood. Well. i still remember when i was a  little girl, i

    was full of passion being a teacher . Everytime back from school, I would pick up

    chalks writing on the door, and acted really i was a teacher.It is fun to recall the

    days, the childhood days would never return. That was the dream. I announed my

     dream in the family that time. Looking backwards, what I dreamed in teenager

     time was being a lawer, my father said it was the other day, i didn't remember if

    it was. But, I know, I am far away the dreams I had before. I have abandoned all

    my dreams, well , it appears. I am pondering : how would things happen this way

    Nothing can push me ahead,  I am falling behind the dreamers. Without dreams in

    life, just like a bird without wings to fly in the sky. Will is the factor to support the

    dream, I don't have, either at least, it is the moment. Is my dream still flying? Only

    one year left in university, I don't except a simple way to say farewell as an end, i

    desire a brilliant way to  mark the college time in my life. Before I confirmed some

    thing that really didn't belong to my life, I have wasted  lots of time,  I felt

    exhausted. I know, because it turned out that was totally wrong for me. So, my

    hear and soul finally released. Though, most fully hurt, that is the new start of

    another journey. You are not my dream, it lies in somewhere, where? Well, I think

    I am on the way to descover.

     

     

    July 12

    痛苦的不痛

    原来人生最大的痛苦

    是两人想在一起

    却不能在一起,

    一次次努力

    一次次受伤

    伤的筋疲力尽

    直到死去

    只是因为心的距离

    也是世界上最遥远的的距离

    只能说 对不起

    我已经用尽全部

    但死去的还爱着

    9秒的记忆

    听说,鱼的记忆只有九秒钟,九秒钟过后,鱼会重新开始,对世界的探索……

    是的 是的

    只有九秒钟

    因为那是

    最快乐的九秒钟

    更是因为鱼

    不愿意记得更多的

    只想记住

    那开始的九秒钟

    那一瞬间的

    心动

    那一刹那的

    擦肩而过

    都留在了鱼的

    九秒钟的记忆里

    因为爱的世界

    容纳不下更多

    只有 只有 九秒钟
    July 10

    没有那如果的事

    以为和你会有那如果的事

    一直在希翼中等待着那如果的事

    以为真心可以浇灌出美丽的花朵

    耗尽所有热情 所有精力

    才看到尽头

    原来没有那如果的事

    以为绿洲可以感动冷酷的沙漠

    却被沙漠无情地吞噬

    原来没有那如果的事

    遇见你,是一切美好的终结

    原来没有那如果的事

    July 08

    结束漂泊的生活

     -

           终于又回家了!提前了3天,临时改了机票回家!那晚又下雨,和Shine和Ricky吃Subway,差点赶不上飞机.我发誓:一定要改掉拖拉

     的习惯,不再迟到!居然忘记了机票要到机场才拿,必须提前办理登机手续.广州的交通实在是让人汗颜,上帝保佑在紧急的时刻,没有堵车.

     我顺利地抵达了机场,提了两个巨型大包,摇摇晃晃下车,幸好司机人好,帮我拿了一个,不然我真的会从车上倒下去了!飞奔到E岛柜台,拿了

     机票,进入侯机厅,看看时间还有几十分才起飞,就坐下来和杨希打电话,晕~~~~~ 打完才知道我坐错侯机室了,应该到A17,我却看错了,在

    休息室坐着.怎么在关键时候,我总出错呢?老是毛毛躁躁?真的佩服我自己了,五体投地,甘拜下风!还没有开始登机,就要离开广州了,没有舍不得的

    感觉,也没有留恋的感觉,有一种解放的自由在飞翔.在广州遇见kind的同事,每天都被粤语的笑料包围着,和Shine的相处,她在社会经验上给了我很多的

    指点.很欣赏她的天不怕地不怕的个性,谢谢你和我分享了你和Herik的故事.相爱的人会再重逢.希望有一天,你和他会重逢,无论在中国还是

    在瑞典.希望你在不开心的时候不要做出伤害自己的事情.虽然Mr.Mumin的英语很奇怪,尤其在电话沟通的时候,我觉得很难受,因为我真的很

    费力都没弄明白他在说什么.但对他还是怀着一颗感恩的心:Thank you for giving me the opportunity to work in Linkage International,

    even I am not smart enough! 如果有一天,我还回广州,Linkage是我的第一选择!还要谢谢曾浩对我的帮助,我还是欠着你的一顿饭了!两个

    月,体验了很多,成长了很多.人生是漫长的旅行,我在流浪,相信有一天会找到流浪的终点!



     

    July 02

    薰衣草开出罂粟的花

     

    16:46:49

    薰衣草开出罂粟的花

     

    普罗旺斯的春天拥有一整片紫色的薰衣草, 随风起舞,连空气都渲染成紫色的淡淡花香.

    普罗旺斯是属于薰衣草生长的地方,是最适合绽放她美丽的地方.

    薰衣草很依赖普罗旺斯的舒适,一直依偎着普罗旺斯.可是,

    有一株薰衣草却坚信世上还存在着一个同样的普罗旺斯,是属于自己的.

    她要在那片普罗旺斯上开出一片绚丽的花海.

    她不顾众人劝阻固执地来到地球的另一端,跋山涉水,以为找到了同样的普罗旺斯,会开出同样的花海,

    一整片一整片的紫色的花蕊.相反,在那片土地上,却开出了罂粟一样的花,

    散发着邪恶的美丽.薰衣草难过地流下了眼泪,滴在罂粟上,染成一片红.

     

     

     



    June 04

    it rains

    Having lived in Canton for 1month, I found I had enjoyed

     

    the way of life-roving anywhere.Alone, living life alone.

     

    I am seeking the significance  of life. I am a free bird, flying in

     

    the sky, through sunshine, yet storm.But, i am not fear, when holding

     

    the everlasting faith.It rains a lot, even more than it rains in my island.

     

    Rain,makes a little bit  sad  sentiment atmosphere. All wet, nothing is

     

    not haze.  Too mauch rain is not romantic at all, especially for the one rushes

     

    to work everyday. Oh, it 's the truth of life. Before living alone, I just made

     

    many daytime dreams! Still, I am going to dream again, but make it come true!

     

    May 09

    leave for Canton

    well, i am mad at something, just be back shenzhen.But soon

    i will rush to Canton for a brand new work. Life is moving on,

    a little chance for me! Have a try and work hard! farewell,shenzhen!

    April 22

    金谷园

     金谷园

                           繁华事散逐香尘,流水无情草自春。

                           日暮东风怨啼鸟,落花犹似坠楼人。

    PS:金谷园为西晋富豪石崇所建,位于古城洛阳,石崇有一绝色小妾绿珠.有一天孙秀看上绿珠,向石崇讨要.

    石崇怒而不与,孙秀就到皇帝面前说他的坏话 ,皇帝听信了谗言 , 将石崇抓了起来.石崇在捕前对绿珠说;"今为尔而得罪''绿珠说"当效死于君前"于是,从金谷园纵身而下.

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