这几天,脑袋很胀,也不想吃东西.很想好好地睡一觉,切断思考的电源.可是,那台发动机失去了控制,

在不停地运作,在我的脑袋里,心里. 我没有停止的力量,真的不想再去追究一切,再去回想每个环节,

到底是哪里出了错?谁对,谁错,已经不重要了.那些萦绕在我脑里的话,无时无刻地侵蚀着我的脑细胞!

我要运动!!!!! 昨晚和Ann 去了邵玉那里的健身房,好多的健身器械,很好玩的说.邵玉说他:瘦了8斤,可

我怎么也看不出来?!倒是我觉得我变胖了,才不要变成四肢发达,头脑简单的笨蛋!回家也有三个星期了,

悠闲的日子过久了,果然有产出!我要健身,我要游泳,我要玩,我要享受生活,我要快乐!!!!!!

下午去明珠看看,去宰人一顿!

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       终于又回家了!提前了3天,临时改了机票回家!那晚又下雨,和Shine和Ricky吃Subway,差点赶不上飞机.我发誓:一定要改掉拖拉

　的习惯,不再迟到!居然忘记了机票要到机场才拿,必须提前办理登机手续.广州的交通实在是让人汗颜,上帝保佑在紧急的时刻,没有堵车.

　我顺利地抵达了机场,提了两个巨型大包,摇摇晃晃下车，幸好司机人好,帮我拿了一个,不然我真的会从车上倒下去了!飞奔到E岛柜台,拿了

　机票,进入侯机厅,看看时间还有几十分才起飞,就坐下来和杨希打电话,晕~~~~~ 打完才知道我坐错侯机室了,应该到A17,我却看错了,在

休息室坐着.怎么在关键时候,我总出错呢?老是毛毛躁躁?真的佩服我自己了,五体投地,甘拜下风!还没有开始登机,就要离开广州了,没有舍不得的

感觉,也没有留恋的感觉,有一种解放的自由在飞翔.在广州遇见kind的同事,每天都被粤语的笑料包围着,和Shine的相处,她在社会经验上给了我很多的

指点.很欣赏她的天不怕地不怕的个性,谢谢你和我分享了你和Herik的故事．相爱的人会再重逢．希望有一天，你和他会重逢，无论在中国还是

在瑞典．希望你在不开心的时候不要做出伤害自己的事情．虽然Mr.Mumin的英语很奇怪，尤其在电话沟通的时候，我觉得很难受，因为我真的很

费力都没弄明白他在说什么．但对他还是怀着一颗感恩的心：Thank you for giving me the opportunity to work in Linkage International,

even I am not smart enough! 如果有一天，我还回广州，Linkage是我的第一选择！还要谢谢曾浩对我的帮助，我还是欠着你的一顿饭了！两个

月，体验了很多，成长了很多．人生是漫长的旅行，我在流浪，相信有一天会找到流浪的终点！

 

Having lived in Canton for 1month, I found I had enjoyed

 

the way of life-roving anywhere.Alone, living life alone.

 

I am seeking the significance  of life. I am a free bird, flying in

 

the sky, through sunshine, yet storm.But, i am not fear, when holding

 

the everlasting faith.It rains a lot, even more than it rains in my island.

 

Rain,makes a little bit  sad  sentiment atmosphere. All wet, nothing is

 

not haze.  Too mauch rain is not romantic at all, especially for the one rushes

 

to work everyday. Oh, it 's the truth of life. Before living alone, I just made

 

many daytime dreams! Still, I am going to dream again, but make it come true!

 

 

刚刚剪了头发,剪了斜线的刘海~~~~~~~~~~.刘海总是很容易长长,每次都好麻烦的要去修剪.很喜欢变换

不同的刘海,每次都要求发型师给我变 变 变......   想起从学校回家的时候,在机场爸爸就对我的头发表

示抗议说不喜欢我的发型~~~~~~~~~~ 硬是要我把它给绑成马尾,所以在学校做的发型只存在了7天,同学也说看不出来我做了头发////////////////本来是为了实习而换的发型就这样被我老爸枪毙了.其实只是

很卡哇伊的陶瓷烫~~~~~~~~  还是天然的黑色. 真快,每次剪刘海,就要走了.回来的这段时间,也不知道都

忙了什么.看看书,和朋友逛逛,在岛内玩了一下,和家人聚会,一晃眼,假期就结束了.在AD群里知道,到广

州的同学已经落脚了,还有同学住在白领公寓.杨希说:呆了一星期,还没吃到象样的饭菜!呵呵, 这好象是

我刚到湖南读书时,说的话.明天,我就要到深圳的街头流浪了.情人节,到深圳去游荡去~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

呵呵,祝每位实习工作的同学一切顺利~~~~~我也要加油了~~~~~~~~~~~~~深圳,我来了!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

Today, i went to church alone. Before I leave home, i need Father to guide me, to lead me, and convince me! I haven't been familair with the Bible yet, which is a shame. I should have been hard reading it and learning it, however, I am always lazy, always having excuses not to learn!!! The other day, I talked to Faith, I shared a lot with her, sometimes i am not quite sure where i am gonna go, or what to do. For me, it is earsily to be insecurity. I know I need to lease Him. He is the one made me, so He knows what I need, what I care. What I need to do is just put my trust into Him and obey Him. Anyway, it was a nice day for me, there i felt comfort, the people are quite kind, everyone is so religious.

今天和李莹几乎把整个海口都走遍了,我的脚都要断掉了,回来这么

久还没有逛过这么久的街~~~~~~~~~~真是感叹啊~~~~~~

我们还没有找到工作,就已经把钱花的差不多了~~~~~~~~

要是我是会吐金币的公主就好了,多方便,不需要现金,也不需要卡

省事还省心!天,可惜我们不是~~~~~~~

终于一次买完了,职业装,初次试了下,没有我想的恐怖,只是55555555555555

真的长大了~~~~~~~~所以才不恐怖

i don't wanna be wowan~~~~~~

to be a lady is such a terrible thing,

Doing make up; is none of my business, however,it's neccesary to do so ~~~~~~~~~~

 

 

 

I got fily's gift for my birthday this morning,

it was so funny he sent me a box of color pen

I don't think i am still

young to draw. I haven't drew for

years. Anyway, I was

glad to recieve his

blessing. A silly

person~~~~~~

Forgot to say thank

you to Dounce, thanks so much for

the Dog and the

chocolates, but i am

just to fat to eat,

have to control my

weight, have a diet.

Leo, always likes

eating out ,which  isn't fit for me~~~~~~

Ann is back today, i

am looking forward to

travelling around the

 island with them this

winter vacation.

I try very hard to

memorize the imformation of assets,

that drives me nuts~~~~~

Have to be calm down ,be hard working for my future,

Tomorrow is another day, who knows what will happen?

Oh, time is for me to go to bed, Rainbow~~~sleep tigh~~~

This afternoon I just finished an exam.

 

It was sooo funny that the whole class didn't know

 

that it wasn't allowed in fact,to take the textbook along in the exam

 

before less than 2 days when it took place.

 

 We were all mad about that,a thick book,

 

 how can we finish reading it through 2 days???

 

Unfortunately, i caught a cold again, maybe third time this year,

 

oh~~~ at the end of 2005, i was hit again by the luckness!!!

 

 It is freezing cold today, why now i am feeling cold so easily?

 

 I think i have eat enoug, dress enough~~~~ so what else do i lack?

 

 It was great that i had supper with a bunch of freinds all from myhometown,

 

 We got together in a teacher's house, who once worked in Haikou.

 

Wow, her cooking was fabulouse, well, i know nothing about cooking :(

 

It brought us back to the high school time, actually which wasn't long before,

 

however, i think those old days is in the past, we can never return.

 

 Something lost is lost forever, so now, am I still losing somthing,

 

 and what is the one I can keep now in my life?

 

As day by day, did I grow up? Or did i make progress in my life?

 

All blank~~~~ Who can tell me the truth of life and living?

 

What we live for? I am just too sensitive sometimes,

 

feel a little sad about life, about the youth going by...

 

RAINBOW, CHEERUP!!!

今天又是周末，手机照常6：50响起，又被我按掉。继续睡，实在不想离开暖暖的被窝，在学校最暖和的地方就只有两个地方了--我的被窝和逸夫教学楼。当然我还是最爱我的被窝拉！周二要考的广告效果研究还没有怎么看熟，一边想着考试，一边想着再睡回，结果又睡着了。等到醒来，已经10点多了。在忙完洗漱之后，喝完牛奶。接着再爬上那个垂直90度的梯子最后到达我的床，正当我进入复习状态的时候，门外传来坤哥的声音“考试延期了”噢！有点放心了，对书还不是很熟的，那复习时间应该很充沛了吧。可是又得拖，也不好。。。 杨希她们知道不考后直接去市区了，对市区我是没有太大兴趣了，6路车，老路，经过长长的一段路后在步步高前下车。也许，没有卸载的心在哪里都是一样的，始终没有办法自由地呼吸和看待眼前的一切。生活不在别处，就在眼前，我知道，但是我依旧无法做到，做到释怀。也想过，终究有一天，不再想起，如果那一天会到来，我又希望是永远。可是，永远又有多远？一切都已经在淡忘中，曾经起起伏伏的情绪现在恢复了平静，少了了当初的愤懑，心底却还是挥不去那层淡淡的忧伤，在黑暗中肆虐，在光明来临前无处可逃。就象是被薄雾笼罩的天空，淡淡的，即使有阳光，阳光却始终难于透过薄雾。湘大的冬天真的很冷，灰暗的天空，一切都好冷，刺骨的冷风吹在脸上，似乎多厚的衣服也无法阻挡它的猖獗。真希望明天醒来，一睁眼就可以看到暖暖的阳光照在我的身上... 下午和李莹露露在金翰林闲逛来，才取了钱又挥霍了...我们真是坏崽崽，呵呵， 不过shopping 对女生来说可以暂时忘却...好了 我要睡了 一觉睡到天亮！

还是一个字"冷"!!!

昨天又起晚了 55555555555555555 想起以前和廖琳一起住金翰林的时光，我们一起翘课，一起煮东西吃，好象每次都踩点进教室，要不然就是象是孙老师说得那样，我们是属于那种迟到30秒的人。：（ 时光悠悠，青春渐老，到了大三，心境居然有点老了的感觉，总在感叹青春的流逝。少了大一的无知，少了大二的调皮，却多了对未知的忐忑不安。在湘大的生活一直都很平常，没有喧哗和繁华，有时好象习惯了这种平淡，有时似乎又不甘于这种平淡。或许，人总是在出世与入世之中徘徊。眼看离校的日子近了，好象也没有太多舍不得的感觉。也许能让我牵挂的只是这段大学时光，我无法把它完美地雕刻下来！今天，和希希照相来。天气还是很冷，不过又和久违的阳光重缝了。心情本来可以很好，可是王沛猪却说我穿的衣服象妈妈，汗~~~~ 我最讨厌别人说我老之类的话了！！！ 气愤！！！！ 算了，我大人不记小人过！！